Look at how I bend for you
How I go beyond my comfort
The way I yearn to learn about you
Look at how my walls have fallen for you
and to think that I don’t even know you
(Source: omisaidit)
I don’t know
my heart beats faster
my pupils dilate
there’s a certain clarity
there’s a certain confusion
a sense of panic
a rush of emotions
weightlessness
heaviness
curiosity becomes want
want becomes need
mystery leads to yearning
anxiety leads to passion
lingering emotions
thrilling thoughts
all in a split second of setting eyes on you
(Source: omisaidit)
Can I keep you with me forever?
Take you everywhere I go?
Introduce you to everyone as mine?
Be at ease in your presence?
…or are my wishes too far fetched?
You created in me a place for yourself, a place that never existed before, a place that no other can fill- a void for eternity.
Oh but so gently I smiled
At the caress.
tumho voh cheez jiske vajhe se mujhe neend nahi aathi
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tumho voh cheez jiske vajhe se mujhe chain nahi aatha
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tumho voh khubsoorat pal jiske vajhe se main mar be nahi pata..
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I just need someone to say these things to :3
The theories of biochemistry have taught me this much:
The enzyme binds to receptors on an organism. The catalytic receptors are created perfectly to only fit to that specific enzyme, the enzyme created solely for that receptor. The organism does not fully function without the presence of the enzyme. It fails if that enzyme is inhibited.
You were my enzyme, time has inhibited your effect on me.
(Source: omisaidit)
Just that one person whose side you never want to leave.
With them, nothing else matters.
The world around you ceases to exist and you enter a world of eternal euphoria
(Source: omisaidit)
You created in me, a place for yourself. A place which never existed before. Never did I require your existence.
Now, there is a void- resulted by your departure. A void which only you can fill.
As if a pacemaker was removed from my weak and feeble heart.
A void that has left me scattered
in shambles
in pieces
in ruins.
(Source: omisaidit)
When you force yourself not to talk to that one person. When you know it’ll only hurt you again in the end. When every time you see their text you get butterflies even though you know they’re not yours to have. When you fight the urge to text back. When you shy away from reading old texts. When you cringe at the thought of going to their profile to see how happy they are. When you realize that you are alone and have to relearn how to fend for yourself.
(Source: omisaidit)
The only real way to move on from a relationship is by forgetting the time you had with that person. The real pain of a broken relationship is not the fact that things didn’t work out or the means by which the break up or falling out occurred, it’s the realization that you must forget in order to heal. You must forget the bad times as well as the good times you shared with that person. You must forget that at one point that person meant the world to you.
you must forget.
To me, that seems like the most painful aspect of any failed relationship.
Just imagine having to forget such a significant portion of your time, and people may say that you don’t necessarily need to forget the time. But let’s be honest with ourselves. We only truly heal and move on when we are not constantly thinking about that person or constantly thinking about the times shared.
That, in essence, is forgetting.
